haha

[misombra]

i thought you said you stopped cause your girlfriend doesn't like it?

[anachronistic]

No, it's not that at all.

I only stopped because porn satisfies a carnal urge. All I am doing is testing myself, showing that I can control my carnal urges. That's it.

And dildoing your hole is not a carnal urge? I think otherwise.

[Cain]

Well, as you said yourself, porn is no comparison to cheating.

I think if you need to test yourself... how stable are you really?

You should be honest with her... but she should be okay with you watching porn. Especially if she is allowed to put a (toy) penis inside of herself. Tell me, what are your motives behind 'making' a dildo for her? I think I know; you want it to be like yours becauese you don't want her to imagine what another guy's cock would feel like... in that sort of reason, maybe not to that extent? Am I in the ballpark with that one?

Which is worse? Using porn to get yourself off, or buying a rubber vagina, and using your imagination? I think #2 is more likely to tempt you to cheat, and probably even more disturbing, and the same can be said about a dildo, no?

I think porn is just as degrading as sex toys.... not degrading at all. Then again, these things are only as bas as the person who 'uses' them... or in other words, a porn addict like myself should try to control their addiction.

This isn't the case for you; you say you are not an addict... but are you really? If you absolutely need porn to get you off... or not even if you need it... just having the mindset is indicative of being a porn addict.

Maybe there's something your not telling us... or yourself? I dunno. But I can tell there are little conflicts like that which bother you, even if it's just a teency weency bit.

I'm not a porn addict. I can get by easily without having to look at it. But I don't have the imagination. Maybe I shouldn't say that I can't get off without porn. What I should say is that I lose all patience because it takes me too long to get off with no visual stimulation.

And honestly, the reasons that I'm not looking at porn shouldn't even matter. This isn't some hidden thing. She doesn't like porn and because of that I choose not to look at it. That's it. It's simple.

And no, I hadn't planned to make a mold of my dick for that reason. In fact, I was searching for another toy for her instead of the one I had gotten at first and I saw the kit. That's it. I just thought it'd be funny. And a dildo is the same as porn? What about a hair brush? It can serve the same exact purpose.

[Cain]

i thought you said you stopped cause your girlfriend doesn't like it?

I've given multiple reasons. She doesn't like it but she didn't forbid it. Therefore I still could look at it if I chose to. However, I chose not to because she doesn't like it AND I want to show myself that I can resist my urges.

[Cain]

And dildoing your hole is not a carnal urge? I think otherwise.

Since we're separated by distance, we play on the phone at times in between visits. The dildo is for that purpose. She doesn't masturbate unless it's while we're playing... she used to, but not too often... once every couple weeks or so, but because we play on the phone more often than that she doesn't masturbate on her own anymore.

[anachronistic]

And no, I hadn't planned to make a mold of my dick for that reason. In fact, I was searching for another toy for her instead of the one I had gotten at first and I saw the kit. That's it. I just thought it'd be funny. And a dildo is the same as porn? What about a hair brush? It can serve the same exact purpose.

How come you didn't get another toy? I'm sure there's all kinds of dildos, wherever you get your 'discounts' from.

Does your girlfriend know about these 'discounts'?

Why don't you just get her a brush with a dildo for the handle?

I've given multiple reasons. She doesn't like it but she didn't forbid it. Therefore I still could look at it if I chose to. However, I chose not to because she doesn't like it AND I want to show myself that I can resist my urges.

how are you going to get an erection then? she won't want a flaccid dildo.

Since we're separated by distance, we play on the phone at times in between visits. The dildo is for that purpose. She doesn't masturbate unless it's while we're playing... she used to, but not too often... once every couple weeks or so, but because we play on the phone more often than that she doesn't masturbate on her own anymore.

Yeah but you don't know what she does when you're not there. For all you know, she could be watching porn with her shelffuls of dildos.

[Cain]

How come you didn't get another toy? I'm sure there's all kinds of dildos, wherever you get your 'discounts' from.

Because I know she'll like it.

Does your girlfriend know about these 'discounts'?

Yep.

Why don't you just get her a brush with a dildo for the handle?

Because I don't want to?

how are you going to get an erection then? she won't want a flaccid dildo.

That was a question I've already posted. I'll have to get it up. Concentration time!

Yeah but you don't know what she does when you're not there. For all you know, she could be watching porn with her shelffuls of dildos.

I'm not going to assume she's lying to me about something so trivial. In a relationship there's a thing called trust and to assume that the other person is lying when they've given you no reason to believe otherwise is just a recipe for failure.

[IndiReloaded]

Vibrators & toys are cool. Good for you, Cain.

Porn doesn't do much for us either. Most of it is just trashy & poorly done, IMO. Erotica is different, tho. Some of that can highlight the human body in a way that is very beautiful.

Maybe you should try that, Cain, instead of porn. Perhaps she's more auditory than visual. Anais Nin's 'Venus' has some good stuff if you want to try reading to each other.

[Tone]

Goddamn I wanted to laugh at something on the first page then I read 5 pages later and I can't remember what it was.

[lesa]

We are the same Tone. I wanted to make a commment about page one I believe but I can't remember now that I read all 5 pages.

[Tone]

lesa I always knew you rocked for a reason.

[lesa]

Remember point & shoot. You have to be calm in order to acquire an erection.

I woke up this morning and my bf was laying there looking at me, I looked down and he swayed over the covers and there it was, a huge hard on all for me, I looked up at him and he said, ‘Surprise’. I slid over to him and he held me tight as we kissed, then I felt Mr. Wiggly pocking into my hip, I adjusted myself and brought him over on top of me. I spread my legs and felt him probing at my pu**y, then he slid right inside of me, Oh my was all I could say as his extremely hard cock slid all the way up inside of me, he stayed still, for a while just enjoying my wetness and heat of my snatch, I could feel his heart beat in his cock and it was driving me crazy, with each pulse my insides would vibrate, from his pulse, and his balls were so hot against my lips........

I made a move with my hips to get him to f**k me. I wanted that cock sliding in and out of my pu**y, I wanted it really bad, and he knew it, he was doing this purposely. I reached up and smacked him on the ass, that got his attention, and he took out his cock just a bit and went back in. I gave a shudder and moan and he knew I was beyond ready. He looked down at me and said, are you ready for your present, Then in and out he went, I was opening up my legs as far as they would go and beg him to drive it home, he f**ked me for over twenty minutes, driving me insane with lust, then he felt with his fingers how wet my ass is, from my CUM pouring out of me........

[misombra]

holy cow.

don't let cain read that that is porn right there.

[anachronistic]

I think he's too busy phone ****ing his girlfriend right now to read that... but damn, I got off at least.

[anachronistic]

He must have finally understood.