Now that I have broken up with my ex I’ve had a couple of calls for dates the last few days…I guess people thought giving me a month was enough time….i’ve blocked him out of my mind completely now from keeping busy…. I refused the dates but felt really awkward because I don’t want them to hate me if ya know what I mean…..before I went out with my ex I used to just ignore the question and divert the conversation to something else so that they wouldn’t ask again…I realise how horrible it is to get a knock back….i’ve had a few myself….its a panic moment searching for the right words to say and I always come out with cliché’s. Basically the truth is I’m just not attracted to them…not that everything is about looks…..i’m more attracted to funny guys anyway…what do you say? uuuggghhh