If I'm depressed, I'm not really able to get in the mood. If I'm happy, I am.
I won't post the details in a separate thread or here, but I'll say that I finally have closure to my break up. And it wasn't from my ex. And boy oh boy was this some good damn closure. I can safely say that I went from being in love (even earlier today I was), to just loving her. And I'll still love her for a little while, but those feelings will subside too. But as of right now, there's no actual feelings there for her to make me feel bad anymore.
She's ****ing crazy.