Well maybe not that serious... but to me its crazeeee serious! Heres the back story real fast. Girl(#1) likes my roommate at the time, friends drops said girl off drunk one night. He doesnt like her but we meet friend(girl #2) that drops her off = hot prolly never see her again the end... so I thought. Month goes bye girl2 starts hanging around more with our extended group of friends at bars and parties and such. End up talking more to girl2 but just casual conversation that I would say to anyone. Rumor at time was girl2 was interested in guy1 and I was friends with guy1. Anyway guy1 goes 400 miles away for summer. Friend's birthday month later girl 2 comes as we are all friends with her by then and have awesome conversation plus wow shes hot. Hookup night 1 that night, no sex, she didn't stay. Again because she came with girl1 thats obsessed with my roommate at the time. Weeks later shes talking to me more often. Meet up at party drive home hook up night 2, no sex, didn't stay. Boom, me that hides emotions and doesn't get in relationships has fallen in like with girl. A week goes by and I find out I'm moving 120 miles away for a job. I think the right thing to do is not start anything and thats what I tell her while also revealing I'm totally into her. Anyway visit a few weekends end up hooking up with other girls at parties shes at. All the while not giving a shiet about said girls(girl3 and girl4) and still thinking about her (odd right? guess I'm an asshole). Anyway fast forward to a week ago. Guy1 returns from miles away and rumors of her love for him are revealed to be ture in a 2 hour crying fit I hear about after he says he wants nothing to do with her (cant imagine why....****er). She comes to where I live weekend after with a bunch of friends(also my good friends)for a football game and plus where I live is so much more awesome. I get drunk, she gets wasted, whos there.... an exboyfriend of hers, perfect. However after talking some shit he almost gets his ass kicked by our group (stupid people deserve it). Anyway we kinda talk about stuff but nothing shed remember. Now for the post essay question to you guys. What the **** do I do now?
PS: not going to proofread this and sorry for lack of grammatical adherence and ty for help.