ok... i m back again ^^
wow... that was long time b4 i came back -.-
remember her (for those who doesn't like long stories just skip the link):
w w w.loveforum.net/kissing-flirting-forum/26286-am-i-love.html
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now... yesterday i was chating with her on msn... i was trying to keep it cool and not interested so i didn't wanna send first msg... ye i did after 15 mins :S anyway she was responding fast so i can assume she was talkin only to me or maybe with one more person... anyway after short talk my friend told me just to tell her i g2g somewhere and to appear absent so i did... but i also told her i ll be back for 15 mins... after she couldn't wait no more she loged off... but before she did that... she left a new msg on her status: ''...coz i LOVE YOU!!!''
now... she knew that i am going to be back there, she knew that i will read it for sure and she knows that i love her... my only problem is... was it directed to me??? coz with me online... there were 2 more guys... her ex bf (i m always afraid that she still loves him coz he was her first love) and sum guy that she knows only for few weeks or so and he s trying to date her but she pukes even when she thinks of him :S... and i don't know if any1 else was online to her :S
she always does this to me... whispers me ''i love you'' just for a brief second and leaves to give me no time to respond to it :S she says it always as a hint... never clearly... even if did told her for few times now...
so anyway... what does that means :S it s like playing with flower:
I LOVE
I DON'T
I LOVE
I DON'T
I LOVE
I DON'T
I LOVE
I DON'T... ooh crap ^^
i ve started to talk too much :S... what does that means??? If i ask her she ll probably say it s sum qoute from sum movie or something or that it was joke -.- (yea very funny)... If i don't ask her she ll just smile and pretend it never hapend :S
oh dam i m screwed... she s playin with me >.<