i tried so hard to keep him out of my mind

**AmHealing** · 25-12-08, 02:46 AM

to make a long story short

... OVER a year ago there was a guy ( a college mate ) showed an interest in me .. in the first i was like " NOO , this is not happening , it is ALL my imagination " .. but i come to point i was SO sure of that !

as i say OVER A YEAR passed by . . . why he is ignoring me after i fell for him .. why he make me feel like i am nothing ... why guys do that , like after he was sure i felt about him the same way ... he just stop caring about me ...

i miss the way he used to look at me .. i miss all the stupid things he did just to get my attention !

i am listening to sad songs all the time ... like " near to you " and "some body is me " these songs tell my story

now i gotta focus on my studies .. and i cant give him anther year ... but i tried so hard but i cant let this go , just cuz i think
that there is HOPE ! my heart cant take this any more !

is there hope , or a chance he just doing this on purpose ..

i always thought that i was a strong gurl .. a gurl gives one chance .. just one chance .. and move on ... i always thought that .. and here i am heartbroken .. willing to give not one not two ...but a million chance ...