Holy shit anyway I met this new guy who scares the shit outta me and he turns me on fcking BIG time coz I’m so scared of him and I hate him too but I’m unsure about him too wtf?!. I can’t believe I’m actually admitting this but he works as a big hot shot in some pharma (YES UNBELIEVABLE) company and I’m meeting him on Monday and I’m really scared of him and he is seriously fcked up in my view in regard to my beliefs but I can’t help myself, it’s like I want to go into the hellfire. The last time we met he wouldn’t let me talk! Fcking turn on, I couldn’t believe it but he actually shut me up, anyway I’m thinking I’m a masochist, I’m seriously starting to think that I look for destructive relationships coz I can’t wait to see him again
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14-03-09, 11:40 AM #1
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i'm a masochist maybe
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14-03-09, 11:42 AM #2
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Perhaps you just find him hot. If he were ugly, would you enjoy his attitude?
What are you going to do?Second thoughts can generally be amended with judicious action; injudicious actions can seldom be recovered with second thoughts.
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14-03-09, 11:43 AM #3
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I think i love you... I'll slap you if you want... =)
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That’s kinda cool! That makes me smile and I actually feel quite large at the end of that.
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14-03-09, 12:02 PM #4
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indi i can't wait to meet him again, that's my struggle, he's not even what most would consider good looking but he TURNS me on so much with his attitude, i can't help myself i HAVE to see him again, NO-ONE has ever shut me up ever OMG!
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14-03-09, 12:25 PM #5
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Are you at all embarrassed to admit this cerebral affliction of yours to strangers?
Originally Posted by ecojeanne
Please do me a favor. Jump into bed with him as soon as possible, so he can dump your ass and you can start a new thread about men being bastards.
Like totally!
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVwFeQpy_Us"]YouTube - Cyndi Lauper - Girls Just Want To Have Fun[/ame]
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14-03-09, 12:27 PM #6
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A working link:
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTtelwOgscM&feature=related"]YouTube - Cyndi Lauper - Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Music Video)[/ame]
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14-03-09, 12:28 PM #7
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Try again.
God, so atrocious in the Old Testament, so attractive in the New--the Jekyl and Hyde of sacred romance.
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If people are good only because they fear punishment and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed.
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14-03-09, 12:53 PM #8
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oh man i thought that maybe someone was gonna turn around and say he was perfect for me....i know in some weird world but he makes me want him bad
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14-03-09, 01:04 PM #9
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He makes you FEEL, which is addictive. Every girl should date an asshole once. To appreciate the decent guys. Just don't make a habit of it.
Why are you scared of him, tho? That's not a word typically used in healthy dating.Second thoughts can generally be amended with judicious action; injudicious actions can seldom be recovered with second thoughts.
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14-03-09, 01:15 PM #10
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coz he's quite aggressive in every way actually, the way he talks, the way he is basically, completely against everything i believe in, totally and utterly the opposite to me, a go getter, he's crazy in some ways and he spoke to me like i wasn't even answering...fcked up i know, why do i like him, i cannot understand why
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14-03-09, 01:17 PM #11
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He sounds OCD. Or on drugs. Well, have fun but be safe, Eco. We do love you here.
Second thoughts can generally be amended with judicious action; injudicious actions can seldom be recovered with second thoughts.
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15-03-09, 01:28 PM #12
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Maybe you're not comfortable with your own beliefs and need someone to question you like that. I definitely wouldn't trust someone I don't know. He could be a serial killer or something. If you like him, spend time in public somewhere until you know him better. Originally Posted by ecojeanne
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15-03-09, 01:39 PM #13
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It makes sense Originally Posted by ecojeanne
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
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15-03-09, 02:30 PM #14
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ouh! i have butterflies in my stomach right now in antincipation of seeing him again, there is something wrong with me but OMG, i can't understand why
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15-03-09, 02:46 PM #15
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Have fun... but I would avoid him if I were you... if this were to progress into a relationship... it would probably be an abusive one.
"The weakest soul, knowing its own weakness, and believing this truth that strength can only be developed by effort and practice, will, thus believing, at once begin to exert itself, and, adding effort to effort, patience to patience, and strength to strength, will never cease to develop, and will at last grow divinely strong."
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