So, maybe some of you wanna hear this, others not. It's quite interesting If I do say so myself.
We really started talking last month. Simple conversations, little stupid fights. The usual.
Finally I got mad. If I like this girl what do I do? I told her I liked her, went on
walks with her and found out she just wanted to be friends. At this time I am
deciding where I would rather be. The friend zone or the twilight zone
because both are equally horrifying. We still talked and eventually she seemed
to be nicer to me. I did small, nice stuff for her. Bought her lunch and just little
stupid shit like that. Now, she tells me that "WE ARE HANGING OUT
FRIDAY!!!!". I said...ok, that sounds good. She kinda commanded me to hang
out since i am usually negative although I try to maintain a good self
confidence. Friday rolls around and my very good friend is driving. School is
going by slower than ever and I started to get really depressed the week
before that. HERE is where is gets weird.I take a permit test. This is the
thing that has been stressing me out, and to get my mind off it I talked to her.
Now, it wasn't just the test. It was more like "All of my other friends have a
permit, why am I left out of the loop?" kind of a deal. So yes, I went to go get
it. After nearly schlapskieting myself lol I passed. The day had gone by
awesome. Kids were nice, teachers loved me. Didn't cause any problems in
class. Then...that night it happened. I felt....my stress go away. The only goal I
had to look forward to was my permit. That was it, and now I had gotten it.
The girl that I once adored and obsessed over was now just another pretty
face. She texted me asking "What time are we gonna chill at?". I decided to
mess with her mind, fall alseep and respond to it 2 hours later like she did to
me. Then we talked and she said she was going to get ready and after My
friend and her would come to pick me up. We were going to go to abandoned
places to film (She loves that stuff, so we both said why not". My camera was
charged and ready and 3 hours passed. It was 9. I texted her saying "Maybe
tonight was a bad night, it's just not worth it. Cya". Why did I do this?
Because I will NOT have a night froodlenutzkieed waiting for someone. If you
say you are coming to chill soon don't waste my time. That sounds selfish but
really. I did not want to say "Oh well, it's ok. I am sure there is some logical
explanation". NO. She figured "If he likes me, I can treat him however, be
slow, and still get away with it". Well guess what. I just gave someone a
mental bisonskie slap. Did I really really want to? Nope. But that night she
kept calling and calling me. I didn't answer. What was the point? Now I was
still in a freaking awesome mood. drumming, listening to music.
I just decided to text back. I was still so happy, and I explained to her why I
did what I did. She told me she dosen't want me to text or call her anymore
(But I can still talk to her in school! HA!!! FOUND A LOOPHOLE!...jk). I also said
this morning that we should just burn the bridges, stop the nonsese and
leave each other alone.
Now, here is my question.
"Did She"
A. Really like me
B. Only wanted to use me to do what she wanted (filming and such)
C. None of the above.
I NEED YOUR HELP HIH.
And also, should I just leave her be for good and wait for a call? Or something else.