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15-03-09, 03:00 PM #16
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You fear your own anger, the drive to do great and terrible things."
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16-03-09, 05:16 AM #17
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Its just flux from the hormones, babe. So long as you *know* you are fluxing you can keep control of the situation. Letting go is a choice. Don't let yourself go completely yet, Eco, its too soon, you don't know enough.
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Second thoughts can generally be amended with judicious action; injudicious actions can seldom be recovered with second thoughts.
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18-03-09, 12:08 PM #18
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So, you saw him again, right? How did it go, Eco?
Second thoughts can generally be amended with judicious action; injudicious actions can seldom be recovered with second thoughts.
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18-03-09, 03:59 PM #19
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Make sure he wears a condom. One of you is enough for the planet.
And congratulations on finding someone you find worthy of a sport-****.
"Well, then," the Cat went on, "you see a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased. Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry. Therefore I'm mad."
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18-03-09, 03:59 PM #20
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Hooray for oxytocin! Originally Posted by IndiReloaded
"Well, then," the Cat went on, "you see a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased. Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry. Therefore I'm mad."
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18-03-09, 04:50 PM #21
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Well actually, things weren’t quite as they seemed. He’s actually quite a calm person, I completely over-reacted, he had a lot to say on that first meeting which of course I wasn’t happy about not being able to talk, but in retrospect I was just being prissy coz I normally direct the conversations I have and when I couldn’t I thought he was a freak and then got turned on by it the next day lol. Yep I met him again and things were fab, no I didn’t sleep with him YET teehee. He is both my old flame (from highschool although we never really got it together, we had a few snogs at parties… that was it back then and I never really saw him until now when he contacted me on facebook) and he is the pharma hot shot (my enemy). No he doesn’t want to marry me like I thought (the drunken convo i had with mish) he just wants to get married, which is kinda weird for a guy to admit and again another reason why I thought he was saying he wanted to marry me….lol now after writing all this I realise yes um I am self centred and got turned on by the prospect of conflict, I need to work on that… Anyway gonna go see him again on Friday, the electricity is definitely there with us.
i hadn't seen in about 15 yrs so yea he's new in a 'we've now grown up' but not newLast edited by ecojeanne; 18-03-09 at 04:56 PM.
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18-03-09, 06:23 PM #22
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...This hand is ready to do some slapping...
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~
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21-03-09, 10:30 AM #23
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i had a really lovely night tonight, he kissed me! ironically he asked me was i a masochist lol in a joke!
we sat and chatted for hours and then when i was leaving he grabbed me and did a really romantic pose by leaning and kissed me passionately!!! i'm so hooked, i have butterflies just thinking about him let alone when he kissed me!!!!
anyway i'm mad about him
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21-03-09, 10:41 AM #24
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Just let him pull your hair a few times. Then move on. No relationship needed. Originally Posted by ecojeanne
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21-03-09, 10:47 AM #25
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Eco... let me know if he needs any handcuffs, blindfolds, gags, or whips... I'll be having a garage sale soon..
"The weakest soul, knowing its own weakness, and believing this truth that strength can only be developed by effort and practice, will, thus believing, at once begin to exert itself, and, adding effort to effort, patience to patience, and strength to strength, will never cease to develop, and will at last grow divinely strong."
- James Allen
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21-03-09, 11:01 AM #26
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don't worry, i'm well sorted in that department, looks like i may be able to use my pilot outfit afterall hehehehehehe Originally Posted by Aeradalia
Eco... let me know if he needs any handcuffs, blindfolds, gags, or whips... I'll be having a garage sale soon..Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching
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23-03-09, 11:22 AM #27
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i've realised that i'm not as masochistic as i thought, i had plenty of opportunities to have a disagreement with pharma guy tonight and i didn't, i think what i was percieving as control of the conversation from him was actually me controlling myself. things are really going great, we diagree with concepts but he is quite calming. i realised tonight that i have always chosen a person with issues and all in the name of 'every one is equal' but this guy is way more normal than i expected and i still have butterflies. he likes the same things as i do unexpectedly, he is from the same background as me, he is a motivated hard worker and appreciates the good things and the right things in life, he is so like most people in my family, i'm smitten..we're going out on friday and he's bringing me out to get dressed up for, i can't wait...i feel great
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23-03-09, 11:34 AM #28
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This is going to end in tears
Remember this postDon't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~
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23-03-09, 11:43 AM #29
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eh? am i trying to convince myself? gosh i hope not, is that what i'm doing? holy shit? nah things are good.
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