i dont know what to say. just a lot of memories. well me and my ex broke up about 3 months ago. i know everything sould be fine now but it's not. we dated for almost 2 years. i'm just alittle mixed up when i'm around him and his new girlfriend. i dont love him anymore. i think that may have stopped before we even broke up but it's still hard with the past. i want them to be happy i really do. she one of my friends and i will them happiness it's just he was me first love. he was my first kiss. this is why it's so hard to be friends with an ex. the past. the feelings may be gone but the memories wont leave me alone. i was just happy up to the last few month of our relationship. the last month being the most pain full because i could tell it was ending. but once it ended i was fine. i was happy. i just felt so free but it hurt to see him. i dont know why it just does. the magic is gone but how could i be so happy when it ended the feel pain whenever i see him? i want us to be friends. we are but it just so weird now. i just dont know what to do.