Things that irritate me...

[Sonrisa]

ha ha Gribble you tickled my funny bone

[doppelgaenger]

Go to hell you piece of shit.

Not until you smell my farts, shit head.

[Aeradalia]

but really, look at the context of each thread:

1. my ex is a fuking bitch/asshole

2. look at how glorious i am

3. why oh why me?

4. fishing for compliments and compassion


the ratio of people actually admitting their faults and weaknesses to people who want pity and attention for no reason is......1:100

Ever noticed how Indignant always gives Lite extra attention?

You know love and hate are related...

[Sonrisa]

yeah, i am sure we'd have hot sex.

[Mish]

the ratio of people actually admitting their faults and weaknesses to people who want pity and attention for no reason is......1:100

I have a lot of faults and weaknesses


And I'm proud

[Junket]

I have a lot of faults and weaknesses


And I'm proud

That's New Orleans in a nutshell.

I don't say that with any admiration (to New Orleans), either.

[Lite]

yeah, i am sure we'd have hot sex.

Ew...

[Lite]

but really, look at the context of each thread:

1. my ex is a fuking bitch/asshole
2. look at how glorious i am
3. why oh why me?
4. fishing for compliments and compassion


the ratio of people actually admitting their faults and weaknesses to people who want pity and attention for no reason is......1:100

I think I've documented well my weaknesses and faults on this place.

#1) I don't think she's a bitch, I just don't like her. I know she has issues, I know she didn't cause her issues. But she certainly wasn't doing anything about fixing them when we were dating. I was an immature doormat who took her abuse because I hoped I could help her get better. I had the stupid Knight in Shining Armor complex going for me. Hell, I followed this girl to a college to stay with her.

#2) I AM glorious! I really don't care if you acknowledge my glory or not.

#3) I was a glutton for punishment when she knew me. She could steamroll me around with her crap, and I'd take it, and make excuses for her, and really in the end I was abused. I set myself up for all kinds of failure for not ending this relationship sooner in my life and for failing to get help/counseling afterwards.

#4) Mostly I was just venting. I feel better if I talk out what I'm feeling. Whether that be here, or my private journal, or wherever. If I don't let it out verbally, it builds up in my head and kind of makes things a lot worse.

However, I'm not perfect. I fight with self esteem, self worth, and depression issues daily. When I screw up I blame myself and beat myself up for my mistakes worse than anyone else ever could. Hell, I did it today at work with my boss watching me after I screwed something up. I don't want pity, but a bit of input and perspective advice is something I always find helpful.

Then I struggle with passive-aggressive issues, and the ever ongoing virtual conversations in my head where imaginary versions of people say about the worst things they ever could say to me, and then the conversation starts over and say worse things.

I also used to play too many video games in order to avoid dealing with people. This included said ex-girlfriend here, and my ex-wife, and a few other ex-girlfriends.

Trust me, I can go on and on all day long about how much I suck. I know my faults, they're cataloged well in my brain, and if I truly stop to think about it all at once it overwhelms me.

I'm also terrible at staying angry at people when I should be angry. However I'll never forget any way in which they've ever slighted me, even if I've forgiven them.

Is that enough self debasement yet? Or should there be more personal flagellation?

Many of my exes I can talk to on a friendly basis, and have no real issue with it. A couple, this girl, and my ex wife specifically, I cannot. Even with my own personal failings taken into account, I have no desire to ever interact with them again.

[Gigabitch]

That's New Orleans in a nutshell.

I don't say that with any admiration (to New Orleans), either.

I saw a bumpersticker that read:

New Orleans
Proud to Crawl Home

[Aeradalia]

I saw a bumpersticker that read:

New Orleans
Proud to Crawl Home

Understands having to use the word 'crawl'... but in all correctness... shouldn't it be 'swim'?

Anyway... can't say too much... I have kinfolks all over Louisiana..

Guess that's where I get the cast iron stomach and appetite for mudbugs and other lower forms of life that are placed on the menu at so many french and cajun restaurants.

[Junket]

I was at the bunkhouse today and this one volunteer carpenter who was working on fixin' this leaning house was approached by a passerby who also was a carpenter, and this local explained to him:

This is n'awlins, y'don't need to worry about that.

This in reference to making the house plumb and level.

He wasn't kidding either, that's an overwhelming sentiment down here.

Hell, in electing for our congressmen, the dumb shits down here wanted to keep a guy in office that was already charged with stealing tax money and on his way to court!

Why?

Because he was black.

No joke, they were so afraid of losing that "voice" in congress they tried to vote him back in. A little Vietnamese republican made it in (I voted for him).


This video, this dude calls Jefferson out on his shit, it's awesome.
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2wmiIMpTSA"]YouTube - Broadcast Yourself.[/ame]

[Gigabitch]

Well, I believe LA recently won the dubious honor of "Most Corrupt State Government".

Ironic that you would live there. You're kinda rigid about integrity.

[Mish]

Well, I believe LA recently won the dubious honor of "Most Corrupt State Government".

What?

But the Governator is incorruptible! /Austrian Accent

[Lite]

What?

But the Governator is incorruptible! /Austrian Accent

Louisiana, not Los Angeles...

[misombra]

oh shit it's time to break out the map...