Looking For Peple To Listen

[LukaMagnotta]

Im 26 and bi and in a same sex relationship with an immature 21yr old.



All I wanted was to have a mature enough boyfriend to include me in his life. Im so tired of fighting to have a normal relationship.

I just want a boyfriend that couldve stood up for me.

I wanted a boyfriend who WANTED to go for walks with me, play basketball with me, go to the beach with me, go to movies with me, suppers with me and spend quality time with me and FORGET about his friends and what they were doing....but enjoy ME!

I guess that was too much to ask, all I got was him asking me to have sex with strangers in bathhouses and on craigslist and lies.
His one retarded friend was jealous of our relationship and friendship and so he tols everyone he say me on T.V and ruined any of my chances of having a friendship with his buddies.

My boyfriend is too blinde to see that his "best friend' was jealous of our friendship/relationship and he was spreading rumors.

My boyfriend always cared more about his friends feelings then mine.

I always felt like I loved him more then he loved me and I alsways had to fight to make him warmer to me. I remember in the beginning he would love to lay and look into my eyes. now its a chore and an arguemnt. Thats how I know he's a phony.

Bye bye...... really sad it had to end this way. Hope u find a partner who is stupid enough to believe ur lies OR u smarten up and realies if u love someone NOT to lie to them and respect them enough to tell your partner the TRUTH about where u were....oh and have enough guts to stand up for someone u "LOVE" ?

[Illusional]

so you choose the wrong partner.. what else is there to realize about this relationship??

raverboy

[LukaMagnotta]

Thanks, im just really sad, because I loved him so much and now I realize that I have to love myself and respect myself enough to get out of this thing and move on.....even though ill be really lonely...im NEVER going to let anyone do this to me again. WTF. I was so blinde.

[Yggdrasil]

Thanks, im just really sad, because I loved him so much and now I realize that I have to love myself and respect myself enough to get out of this thing and move on.....even though ill be really lonely...im NEVER going to let anyone do this to me again. WTF. I was so blinde.

Well, for what it's worth, try to look at this as a positive experience. This is not the end, this is a new beginning.

I posted something in your other post which you may want to read.

Now you may not like this, but I'll tell you anyways: you have a couple of issues yourself and I would strongly suggest you to go counseling to take care of them before you go into another relation with someone.

Feel free to ask if you have questions.

[Gigabitch]

You are trying to make him into something he's not ready to be. You want a mature boyfriend? How about dating someone 5 years older instead of 5 years younger?