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[Bo]

Just got home from work and i feel like shit. Had a really shitty July 4th and i feel lonely. I miss the guy i was seeing who left, he won't talk to me now because we sort of got into an argument and i hung up on him. I ended up leaving him a message(yesterday) on the the 4th after not contacting him for a couple days at all. Well he never answered or called back. Now i feel SOOO fcuking dumb for even calling and telling him that i miss him. My bestfriend is pregnant and hasn't had much time for me and she's siding with him even though they don't talk.
I think i'm gonna get another tattoo soon, the one i wanted on my hip...it's almost liberating in way when you get a tattoo that means something to you....makes me feel like i'm so much closer to getting over what i need to...


ughhhh what to do.........

[Illusional]

just... get another tattoo... problem solved.

raverboy

[Yggdrasil]

You know, this seems to be a re-occuring pattern.

Boy chases girl, promises her heaven and earth, girl eventualy allows boy into her life. Boy doesn't care anymore and becomes cold fish.

WTF is up with that?

[Bo]

You know, this seems to be a re-occuring pattern.

Boy chases girl, promises her heaven and earth, girl eventualy allows boy into her life. Boy doesn't care anymore and becomes cold fish.

WTF is up with that?

happens a lot yes, but with this idk we've gotten into arguments worse than the one we had. We'll go a couple days without talking and then everything is ok again when we've both had time to calm down...idk what happened. Today is the fifth day we haven't talked

[Yggdrasil]

Yeah I dunno Bo....

it suxx, that's for sure...

I'd say, let him sweat.

Since you clearly indicated you're willing to talk and work things out, he the one that has to come to you, not the other way around.

[Bo]

Yeah I dunno Bo....

it suxx, that's for sure...

I'd say, let him sweat.

Since you clearly indicated you're willing to talk and work things out, he the one that has to come to you, not the other way around.

yea, I'm just aggravated...I think he's being really unreasonable and fcuking rude when I leave him a really nice message and he can't even answer. And if he's not ever going to talk to me again than he can at least tell me and not have me waiting on him so I can at least move on.
So I'm not going to call anymore....or at least i'm going to try not to. I'm just the kind of person who's really adamant about fixing things when something goes wrong and I don't want to stop until everything is ok if i care about the person which obviously I do....

[Bo]

just... get another tattoo... problem solved.

raverboy

I think I will when I get my next paycheck actually! My sister wants a tattoo now...well she's always wanted one but she's scared that'll it'll hurt even though she's 10 years older than me so I'm setting her up with the guy who does mine. I still have to figure out where I want this tattoo placed, I think I'm gonna put it near the left groin area...so pretty much my first couple tattoos are only seen by special people =]

[Yggdrasil]

yea, I'm just aggravated...I think he's being really unreasonable and fcuking rude when I leave him a really nice message and he can't even answer. And if he's not ever going to talk to me again than he can at least tell me and not have me waiting on him so I can at least move on.
So I'm not going to call anymore....or at least i'm going to try not to. I'm just the kind of person who's really adamant about fixing things when something goes wrong and I don't want to stop until everything is ok if i care about the person which obviously I do....

Well.. he for sure is over reacting... don't let it bug you. I know, easier said then done.

But there's really no need for you to fall down to his level. You're better than that. Right?

So if you want my advice: just hang in there and let him sweat. It takes 2 to fight. As long as you don't fight with him, he's only fighting with himself. While he's doing that, he's wasting a lot of energy he could spend on other things. Eventualy, he'll burn out

[Bo]

Well.. he for sure is over reacting... don't let it bug you. I know, easier said then done.

But there's really no need for you to fall down to his level. You're better than that. Right?

So if you want my advice: just hang in there and let him sweat. It takes 2 to fight. As long as you don't fight with him, he's only fighting with himself. While he's doing that, he's wasting a lot of energy he could spend on other things. Eventualy, he'll burn out

yggdrasil, I'm am hoping that you are right! I'm definitely not putting anymore energy into this....it's just hard cuz he's over 6 hours away; before I could just drive over to his place if things got really bad...I miss him bunches even if he's acting like an ass

[Yggdrasil]

You just go have a lot of fun Bo, and don't worrie to much

[Illusional]

also, punching his face out will make you feel better.

raverboy

[Bo]

also, punching his face out will make you feel better.

raverboy

let's not forget, the last time i did that to a guy I got arrested and spent the night in jail.

[Bo]

by the wayyyy illusional, i finally posted a better pic of the tat...in the gallery. Check it out

[Illusional]

a night in jail.. how liberating.

anyways, i would never call the cops on my chick... i'd feel like such a pussy afterwards. sad.... tsk tsk tsk. imagine what his friends must tease him about.

raverboy

[Bo]

a night in jail.. how liberating.

anyways, i would never call the cops on my chick... i'd feel like such a pussy afterwards. sad.... tsk tsk tsk. imagine what his friends must tease him about.

raverboy

ya pretty much everyone thinks he's a pussy for doing that.
I wish I would have known that I was going to get arrested, I would have punched his faggot friend too.