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[Bo]

mannn, i do not want to go to work right now though, at least i have a little over an hour to recover....

[Illusional]

depressed and sexless can easily be fixed. look in the mirror and tell yourself that this is the end of the world because he doesn't want to see you anymore. it does sound kinda stupid huh? that is the first step to realizing that you don't need him and there are better people in this world like Yggdrasil or even greater people in this world like ME.

raverboy

[Yggdrasil]

depressed and sexless can easily be fixed. look in the mirror and tell yourself that this is the end of the world because he doesn't want to see you anymore. it does sound kinda stupid huh? that is the first step to realizing that you don't need him and there are better people in this world like Yggdrasil or even greater people in this world like ME.

raverboy

He's totaly right except for the fact that I am greater than him. He sort of got that reversed.

You just hang in there Bo. Try to look at it from the positive side, at least you didn't marry him and waste long years of your life with this looser. That would have been worse.

[Illusional]

drassy... i am like the martin luther king jr of the forums. not everyone will listen to me, but everyone in general will agree with me in due time.

raverboy

[Bo]

ya i'm trying to look on the positive side...i can stand losing bf's but i hate losing friends. I need to just be single for a long time...until I've got everything straightened out in my head

[Illusional]

well you are still young yet. trust me, i have gotten close to a lot of people and with due time, i have lost a lot of great friends. sure i could call them up to "hang out" because we live like 20 mintues away, but i ask myself why should i bother? people grow apart and conflicts happen between people. it's all part of life.

however, you always make new friends and relationship and that's a greater part to life. a new beginning.

haha a new beginning kinda sounded gay but oh well.

raverboy

[Bo]

yep, I am..that gives me hope at least.
I've always had a hard time finding someone I can really connect with though so I get discouraged when something like this happens ya know. And to think after the past 5 months with him, he doesn't give a shit about me at all kinda kills...
I'm looking forward to just focusing on myself for a while and hopefully things improve. I always just get bummed out cuz I just love having that special someone there to cuddle with or to just share something that's a little more than simple friendship, I always miss it.

anyway going to get ready for work, talk to you guys laterz

[Illusional]

do you consider yourself a dependent person??

raverboy

[Yggdrasil]

drassy... i am like the martin luther king jr of the forums. not everyone will listen to me, but everyone in general will agree with me in due time.

raverboy

I was trying to make Bo laugh.

[Yggdrasil]

yep, I am..that gives me hope at least.
I've always had a hard time finding someone I can really connect with though so I get discouraged when something like this happens ya know. And to think after the past 5 months with him, he doesn't give a shit about me at all kinda kills...
I'm looking forward to just focusing on myself for a while and hopefully things improve. I always just get bummed out cuz I just love having that special someone there to cuddle with or to just share something that's a little more than simple friendship, I always miss it.

anyway going to get ready for work, talk to you guys laterz

You're a good person Bo, let nobody tell you different.

You have a point with focussing on yourself for a while. It's not easy sometimes but right now that may be for the better.

Take things easy and try to look at it from the positive side.

And hey, for what it's worth, you have support here.

[Bo]

do you consider yourself a dependent person??

raverboy

For the most part I think I'm pretty independent, but I tend to let the relationships in my life really affect me...

You're a good person Bo, let nobody tell you different.

You have a point with focussing on yourself for a while. It's not easy sometimes but right now that may be for the better.

Take things easy and try to look at it from the positive side.

And hey, for what it's worth, you have support here.

Thanks for cheering me up with ur awesomeness ygg

LF is full of smart asses, what's there not to be cheerful about. lol

So I told you guys I was texting him yesterday....he didn't answer when I asked him to talk to me...so I left it at that, and later on that night after work, I got a text from him and here's how the convo went:

T: Say what you need to say then

Me: I want to talk to you. That's it, not to bitch about anything ok. I miss you and I wanted to stay friends...but if you don't want to then I guess there's nothing to say that even matters..

T: You're right I don't want to be your friend

Me: Why are you so pissed?

T: I'm done talking

Me: Why're you being like this? So pretty much we're not talking over something that shouldn't even matter...Or maybe you can tell me what the real issue is?

Then flat-line, again no answer. I mean what the fcuk! Am I being immature somehow with all this. He seems to always kinda be biased against me just because he's 4 years older....ugh

[LadieNisha4u2nv]

You need to realize that you're doing exactly what he wants you to do: chase him. You seem to be begging for a conversation. Stop talking to him and leave him alone. You're only gonna hurt yourself in the long run. He's probably laughin with his friends at how he's got you texting him and begging to talk. You look like his fool, his puppet.

When you stop talking to him, even if he talks first and you ignore him, you'll see a difference in his ways. It never fails.

[Asip4u]

That's really messed up. Look at it this way though. You really gave it an honest effort with this guy and he decided not to care. Make yourself busy and try to forget about him and guys like that in general. They only take advantage of nice girls and nothing more. There will come a point when you will be with someone else and this jerk will come crawling back...Just say f off loser! I know it's hard but you have to be strong otherwise guys like that will continue to take advantage of you.

[ecojeanne]

ugh forget him. what a dickhead. hey tho at least he acted like a dickhead, i love it when people expose themselves, it means pretty much you can smugly go on with your life safe in the knowledge that it was about him and his problems.

you tried to be nice about it, so fck him

[Bo]

You need to realize that you're doing exactly what he wants you to do: chase him. You seem to be begging for a conversation. Stop talking to him and leave him alone. You're only gonna hurt yourself in the long run. He's probably laughin with his friends at how he's got you texting him and begging to talk. You look like his fool, his puppet.

When you stop talking to him, even if he talks first and you ignore him, you'll see a difference in his ways. It never fails.

Ya, you're right...I'm done trying this is fcuking ridiculous. It was his fault in the first place so fcuk him.

That's really messed up. Look at it this way though. You really gave it an honest effort with this guy and he decided not to care. Make yourself busy and try to forget about him and guys like that in general. They only take advantage of nice girls and nothing more. There will come a point when you will be with someone else and this jerk will come crawling back...Just say f off loser! I know it's hard but you have to be strong otherwise guys like that will continue to take advantage of you.

yep pretty much, I don't really want to date anyone for now though.

ugh forget him. what a dickhead. hey tho at least he acted like a dickhead, i love it when people expose themselves, it means pretty much you can smugly go on with your life safe in the knowledge that it was about him and his problems.

you tried to be nice about it, so fck him

I seriously don't understand what his fcuking problem is though, and as you can see he won't tell me what's wrong either so I'm done trying.....He comes back in three weeks though and I really wanted to see him but now I'm not so sure. I really don't need jerks like this in my life. It's like the only time we can talk now is when it's convenient for him, fcuk that!

Screw him...

Or better yet, find someone else to screw. Sounds like an immature twat. Stop wasting your time on this guy.

For a minute there he was actually making me feel like I was responsible for this, ugh no more..