ok - ignore that last post... I just had lunch with Elena and turns out she ISN'T my g/f. I told her about "how everything thinks she's my g/f" and then she came back quickly "oh no no no.. HAHA ! We're just really good friends." I then played it off like "I know that.." and then that was basically that.
What kind of friend kisses another friend ? On the lips ! makes me start wondering how many guys she kisses. Most of her friends ARE GUYS......
So, BLEH ! I knew it was too good to be true.
ANYWAYS ! This means I am still single.. So blue, if ya wants to meet me, you know where I am. *wink wink*
For the time being, I am gonna back off of her and stop buying her so many things. I think thats the only reason she even hangs around me. She knows I like her, so she uses me to get her things, and then she starts this whole kissing thing to keep me spending.. The thing that got me thinking about that was today she mentioned her nose ring ball thingie fell out and she lost it and needs a new one... And then she also told me she needs a new "hoodie" because the one she has is old.. And I started thinking.. Everytime we go somewhere I end up buying something for her. Food, drinks, icecream, coffee, jewlry, spikes, just about anything she wants...
I aint no one's "suga daddy". So there is gonna be a STOP to that shit. I only bought her things because I like to buy my S.O. things... Not to spoil a rotten brat.
ARG !!! I'm such an idiot. I've prolly psent close to $500 on her in the past few weeks... Prolly $1000 since I've known her..
Maybe I should give her the benifit of the doubt, right ? I thought about it alot.. And it comes down to my "religion".. She is a taurus. I'm an Aries. We don't mix as a couple. No way, no how. But as the natural Aries nature in me, I challenge the impossible. I like excitement, and i guess thats why I chased her for so long...
But this has come down to it today. I'm putting on the brakes. If she wants to carry it further, so be it. But i will NOT be used like that.
On a lighter note. My perfect match is Aquarius (sp?) and the Pieces. Especially the Pieces. I know that fire and water dont mix, but in a relationship it is PERFECT ! The flawless couple. So, if you are one of these two, then please, don't hesitate to introduce yourself to me.