gosh, i meant this guy.
didn't date him but talked for 2 years.
eventually stopped talking.
miss him and all, but don't love him.
not interested in other guys because of him.
love HIS personality and everything < def my type.
if i actually was interested in a guy, they'll remind me of him.
besides all the BS . I'M NOT FKEN INTERESTED IN BOYS.
i have rejected prolly 5 guys in the summer.
wtf am i doing? i have no idea. i'm trying to move on.. but the old relationship is pulling me back. it's soo fustrating. and you can't lie.
MOVING ON IS TOUGH.
what should i do, FOR NOW.. to ease the pain.
find another guy? that i know i'll end up rejecting..