So it happened, not quite like I thought it would, but whatever.
Background: I saw this girl while I was working and I fell in love instantly. My coworker commented on how she "kept looking at me funny," but when I tried to talk to her nothing came out. I have always been a single guy with no desire to change that, so these feeling really had me freaking out for a while.
Well I knew since I work at a deli she would be back, but it was not how I thought. It has been a few weeks now, and my scans of the store for my girl have slowed down. So today I am helping train this new girl, and I get called over to the opposite side of the store to help slice some meat right at closing. I see one lady at the counter and when I looked at the women behind her I knew in an instant and all of the intense feelings came rushing back. So with a big smile on my face I walk to the counter and say "what can I get for you" and she sort of looked at me and tryed to say something, but ended up just sort of motioning that the other woman was helping her. Right then the woman at the counter starts ordering her stuff. I filled the order very quickly with only the slightest regard to the customers wishes, all while exchanging smiles with my dream girl. But she walked away, and by the time I twisted free she was gone. I took my break and walked a few laps of the store, but no luck.
I am a little upset, but I feel more confident now that she will be back, although I am not denying I'm a bit crushed.
I just sort of needed to share that with someone, as my friends wouldn't care.
Oh yeah, and one question. I am a tad bit of an adrenaline junky, and I sort of took a spill this morning (happens like once a week), and have a bunch of road rash on an elbow and the leg of the same side plus a giant black hip bruise. I am a very clean guy but does this kind of shit freak girls out? Most of my experience comes from a few one nighters, never really had a girlfriend, so may have to unlearn some bad man habits lol.