what to do?

[spartan]

So i broke this girls heart and then was deployed. She went to college and became my nemesis boyfriend while i was in combat. About a year has passed. Having a little "alone time" in afghanistan made me realized what a bitch i was to her and how i deserved what i got.

We had lunch the day after my bday and she clearly still has feelings for me. But i can feel shes not letting me in at all. She has her guard up. Im going to school but probably will be deployed within the next 6 months. Right now shes in the east coast and im out west. I know i love her.

what do you guys think? Just hang in there something might happen? or is she someone that i gotta forget forever? i honestly think shes the cutest girl.

[SAVANAH]

Why the sudden change in heart?

You think she's "the cutest girl" doesn't really say much, I think you just feeling lonely or you miss her and someday if you get back together you'll probably break her heart again, what's changed she's still the same person and she'll will always remember what you did, if you willing to put the girl you 'love' through that again cause of your own selfishness...

But if for some magical reason you feel you really do love her and magically had a change if heart I'd say you should not pursue anything with as you'll be deployed again and leave her with all the worry and long distance relationship are hard and hardy work, so wait till you done with this work (we don't have this kinda thing so bear with me) then try and rekindle things with allowing her to trust you again, it's not going to be easy , but she might give you another chance and don't dissapear from the face of the earth, text her now and then or write or something when you gone, nothing too deep just to let her know you still care...