Originally Posted by
Mrdifferent
Ok let me start here.. uhm
My name is Angel and ive been best friends with a girl for about 2 years.. eventually after the 2 years.. and the constant pushing of friends and family.. we ended up together.. mostly because of the fact that she found out that she had to move cause of problems around her neighborhood.. she was stuck in another state with her dad for 2 months and we talked everyday on the phone for hours.. slowly we started to express our feelings for one another. we were so excited when we found out that were were able to see each other again.. we saw each other for 1 day.. and everything went real good.. we stayed at her sister house with my friend and her brother.. me and her went to sleep in the livingroom alone and her brother came and slept with us (hes her brother so i dont blame him) anyway.. u get it. lol now.. she moves back to her old neighborhood.. but she stays in my house for the first week to let the neighborhood cool down.. first day back... was like heaven.. we were finally together again and we eventually went to bed and the magic happened. she was a virgin and so was i.. now.. here comes the tricky partttt... after the first 2 days.. we'd make magic happen again and she'd tell me.. we should only stay friends.. yet night after night..the magic continued to happen.. i understand hormones.. ok w/e.. but this is the thing.. she'd kiss me goodnight every night.. even tho we agreed to sleep in different beds because of "temptation" when i'd leave somewhere i got a kiss goodbye.. im talkin lips on lips kissing.. like we were husband and wife n stuff.. yet we were to only be friends. we had a nice trip outta state for his sisters wedding.. when we came back.. all of a sudden she was mad at me.. now i havnt talked to her since then.. ive seen her a couple times cause shes hung out with my cousin.. yet we havnt actually talked.. now.. im in a decisive area.. where im wondering.. do i go to her house to clear up the atmosphere or do i be harsh and really let her know what shes doing to me. im confused...
Take into consideration.. she was a girl to always tell me.. that she'd never tell someone she loved them unless she really meant it. and she did tell me that she loved me.. and vise versa. she also was very passionate about the word love and all its contents.. she'd always tell me that she would want to let magic happen with someone she loved.. i dunno..