Originally Posted by
LuckyLuke2B9
I'm just about to turn 21 years old. Before I start, I wanna tell you my past where I dated this girl for about 1 year and a half when I'm 16 yo. After 5 years ago... now ya listen to me nao, kay? Me a pimp been pimping with lots of gals out that man since after that b!tch left me nao yo but joo see, even until nao she's the only b!tch I loved yo! She's the only b!tch which made me do sh!ts for her!
I've got a penis dangling down there yo! This penis of mine is so hawt and wild it started have a mind of his own! Man, I will have to admit that I cheated on that b!tch but I stopped that shits just when sh!ts are about to be blown up! I'm a man, you get it? Nao that you know how sh!tty I am, believe or not I cheated on her every ****!ng weekend! WOW! I hurt mah b!tch like hell by sleeping with her BF! Now look here, I only did that after we broke up. I realized how manly it was that I slept with the b!tch BF and now I feel like sh!t in the bag and guess what? I blamed it on my age which is I'm a 17 f4ggot and I was thinking with my penis so shoot me.
The final thing is yo, I'm in love with this old b!tch of mine and I will do every sh!t stuffs out there to get her back to suck mah penis. Guess what? I kept pestering her over these years off and dirty talk with her which made her stopped talking to me for 6 sh!tty months. After that we started all over again. Nice right but this time, things seems different yo. I started to feel like we are paired up like a b!tch with her bad boy again.
I feel like things are being picked up from where we left off 5 years ago BUT there's one whole chink gang out there hatin' my guts yo. Cause I'm da man, you can't stop me from messing my b!tch. She's mine!
I'm a police officer now and her parents still thought I'm out there dealings with drugs and crimes like I did when I'm a m4ggot.
What should I do now? I ****ed her BF and I started talking to her friend who told me last summer they had this convo yo, talking about me DA MAN that she started b!tch cry saying how MAN i am yo. I'm superb she says! Woo but I'm the man, I've to let it go because my penis have a mind of his own but that count as something right...?
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That means she still has SOME feelings for me right? i dont know cuz its been so off and on for us, when we are together we flirt like you couldnt believe we finished off an entire bottle of champagne to ourselves like it was straight out of a movie i was pouring it for her and all that it seemed perfect but then we will just get into a fight and she will tell me she hates me and we wont talk for 6 months until we run into each other around town, then we talk for a while maybe hang out once or twice and then the whole thing starts over again, but this time feels different, what should i do? should i trust my heart and go for it or trust my brain and just chalk it up as the biggest loss in my life and try to move on? i broke up an engagement because of her, she doesnt know that but shes the reason why i got out of my engagement, we act like we dont love each other like we just talk as friends and argue a lot but i am in love with her....any thoughts?