First, I want you to know that I'm ashamed of myself for ever sending that email to you a couple weeks back. I don't want those words to be the last thing I communicated with you. Regardless of my accusations, your business is your business....in the end, I just have to deal with it. I'm not real proud of my behavior the past month it's not who I am...frustration and anger got the best of me for obvious reasons. To love unconditionally as I always have with you, means that regardless of us, I want you happy no matter who you're with? I told you this much in the first email I ever sent you over 2 yrs ago.

You're a treasure and I hope you're always treated as such! I know you've had relationships in the past where you clearly gave more than you received. I wish you could see the pattern....you deserve so much happiness and contentment in life than you allow yourself to accept. Please remember this one point, you are exceptional, in so many ways! I'll always know and believe that!! I tried to be and do everything your past guys didn't, but in the end it didn't really get me anywhere despite what I believed was real and genuine. I'm not perfect, and I know I've done and said stupid and insensitive things, but I'm not dumb, and I learn....I just need to know where I've f**ked up? Please take good care of yourself, in the end, your own personal happiness is all that really matters! Know that as difficult as it may sometimes be, I will always look back on how we re-met at Glen's Art Party, and smile, it was all worth it!


Take care and know I'll always love you!