Originally Posted by
flea
I'm exactly the same. I had a friend of over 20 years die a few weeks ago, and I didn't even come close to crying. I've had others (family) close die too, and though I felt bad and - like you - felt I should have cried, nothing came. I don't feel cold though, just more emotionally intact than others when it comes to grieving. I'm also not a big fan of drama-queens who blubber all over the place when someone even remotely connected to them, dies.
I do find it interesting that someone you hardly knew dies, and you cry for 5 hours though....is this all because you felt you had to/should?