maybe it's because i think too slow, or maybe i'm too self centered~
i always have these moments where i can do something for the ones that helped me and treated me nicely, but at those moments i would do nothing helpful to them, and let them down~
and these little things, i can't really go and apollogize, cuz it would be really stupid~
i like some people, more than friend, but it's not love, it's just very simple and innocent feelings, i just hope there's something i can do other than thinking about my self~ but i couldn't~
things always goes out of control
i wonder if i think too much, or i had too much imagination for bad things happening
maybe it's all just my imagination, i wish everything's simple~