it's complicated....
So i just recently broke up with my boyfriend of two years. He is in the military so i rarely got to see him. Out of the two years we saw each other a total of four months (not all at once). We have a lot of history together. He was my best friend of three years before we became a couple so i have known him going on six years now....I am in college so i am in texas while he is stationed in North Dekota. Long distance realtionship not fun but we made it work for two years...anyways the reason i broke it off was because it took so much energy out of me to focus in school (which i graduate this year) and in the relationship. I was no longer happy about our crazy schedules and not being able to see him so i felt it was in my best interest and his to break it off. Especially since i dont plan on moving to north dakota anytime soon and he is planning on re-enlisting. here is weher it gets complicated. When i moves to another city to go to college i was excited to meet new people and of course i did. There is this one guy that i met online and we have been talking now going on three years. We kept it strictly friends when i was with my boyfriend but now that we are no longer together we have both expressed feeling towards each other. There is definitely a connection and chemistry and everything. Now we have never met in person but we talk on the phone EVERYDAY!! we basically act like a couple minus the actual meeting. The problem is i cant seem to elt go of the ex...i cant bring myself to get him compeltely out of my life. this other guy has my attention and is keeping me very interested but he has not made the effort to come and see me and so forth. Am i just too afraid to let the past stay in the past or am i trying to make something happen forcefully? what should i do?
No one ever gets tired of loving.........
but everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming,
hearing promises, saying sorry and all the hurting.