Hi Nene,
what a story..
Wasnt respond doesnt mean he won't you. Be positive.
I my opinion, you should plan and take one step at a time.
First, lets your divorce clear first. The, after that plan to get back together with your ex.
Here is some tips might help you :
1- settle your separation and stop contacting your ex for a while.
2- analyze yourself, what's actually make your ex love you before?.. change it..
3- be his friend.
4- don't push or begging.
5- shows that you have changed.
I think this is a very first step...
"Love reminds you that nothing else matters."
Amy Bushell