i am not sure if i do need an advice on this or... but kind of need to share it!
it was not a really break up, since we were not officially a couple yet, but i just sent a very angree message to the guy i was dating since january...
i told him, i dont like the silence from his side... he just ignored our date from wednesday... without any notice or something. and was really trying to undestand what is going on with him, that he is just desapearing for days... i told him that this message was more for myself, that i finaly get it, that he does not need me. i wished him goodby and have fun at work or whatever he is doing, and that i dont have any more interest in him.
and i also called him an idiot!
which he is!
i am not a stupid girl, with age of 29 (same as him) its actually to stupid to just ignore messages, if you are not interested (which all his behaviour are advising on, but some of his messages are still making it good again, since he was repeating that he does like me...) but i feel very idot myself now as well!
Actually i was going to ignore him for a while to make it hard to get for him, which he was obviously like (maybe not on purpose) but it worked very much on me, the less i can reach him, the more i want him! especialy, when he kisses so well... but it was difficult to follow my plan, since he was not even trying to call me, to text me, to stop by: NOTHING!
Idiot! all i can say...
now i can only dream how great it would be for him to bag me to forgive him, but i am sure that he wont ever text or call... he just does not need it, i know it myself when i am not interested its very easy to ignore and dont pay any attention to all this calls... (i have a guy i was dating two years ago, who still trying to call once a month...)
the only thing i cant get, why cant he just say, that he is not interested?? or if he is interested, just to be with me?