Lasted almost four months LDR

[nowomannocry]

Her and I really do not work together, when we can never even be together. Pains me to say so but I'm actually rather relieved we're just friends now.

A lot of long-distance relationships, not even having met the person especially, is TRUST. It took me over a month just to make sure she knew I don't hate her guts. Or whatever she took it as.

What really surprises me is what she said yesterday about "wanting to throw me on the bed." Honestly we might even still have a chance of dating. I'm just gonna tell her straight up that the very fact we haven't torn each others heads off by now means something. We're still tolerant of one another. After her ignoring me for a month on a whim, while I lose it and go screw a prostitute.

She's like... "I'm jealous that a prostitute got something I wanted."
And I said "Who, me? XD"

First love... Innocent and yet so impossible for two sane individuals.

[the_robot]

You have posted almost the same 3 times, are you bragging of having ****ed a prostitute? I personally don't think I'd be able to...

[VincenzoG91]

I think that it's a mistake to get involved with somebody online unless they are local. Relationships can be challenging enough under normal circumstances, but dealing with long-distance issues with a person you've never even met is too much.

[the_robot]

I think that it's a mistake to get involved with somebody online unless they are local. Relationships can be challenging enough under normal circumstances, but dealing with long-distance issues with a person you've never even met is too much.

Sometimes you just start talking to someone wanting to have some fun and feelings show up... it's what happened to me.

[VincenzoG91]

Then you need to spend less time online and more time in the real world, because long-distance relationships with strangers are generally pointless and frustrating.

[Gigabitch]

This relationship is so hot and cold it makes me ill. Stop it, already.

[nowomannocry]

^ don't read then, it was completely hot before things spiraled out of control.

^^ we used webcam that's why she wasn't a strange person

^^^^^ Im not bragging about the prostitute, if I was bragging, I'd feel good about it.

I'm over her, I just really wish I hadn't hurt her on accident. That's why I'm trying to make things up. At least stop the hurting.

At least I know what I want in a woman now, and I'm not just wildly searching for any dumb bitch that exists.
Still blind and alone though.