This something I wrote forever ago, not poetry persay...but what the heck lol.
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Through the good times,
through the bad times,
we knew and loved eachother
Now things have changed
And time has moved on
I wish I knew what went wrong
I wish I knew what and if you hated about me
I wish I knew what to do
I can see in your eyes
That your lost and jaded
Haven't figured out why you can't sleep
and why you have trouble dreaming
You haven't been happy since before our breakup
and now you can't decide what to do either
Don't try to hide and fight,
you think about it almost every night.."Who am I".
I wish I could keep you safe again
I wish I could mend moments again
I wish I knew how to heal you
through your trouble
you've nearly lost those closest to you
I know you feel alone sometimes
hidden away because your too independant.. like me
You remember when we knew how to smile
embrace life as though we were a child
You remember when we knew how to dream
free as a bird, as far as the light can see.
I wish I could of understood better
I wish I could of did something different
I wish I could of made you believe, that you really
are beautiful
Dosen't each and every day feel empty sometimes,
almost as you reach out in desperation for something
to hold
Do you still move your feet to better help yourself
fall asleep
Do you wonder why sometimes you can't help and sigh
Do you wonder why somebody like myself can love
someone so much
Do you wonder why somebody can love you one moment,
then leave you the next?
Do you ask yourself when does the pain end
Do you ever ask "what if?" or wish that things could
of been different
Do you feel as through you keep running and end up
nowhere
Do you wish the stars would shine on you again.
Do you miss the warmth of being loved without all the
bullshit
Do you miss being so happy that it makes you cry
Do you still believe I know you well enough, to
understand your pain,
even when you try to hide it? Each and every day