Stabilized...
Finally have my medications adjusted properly and can now be transferred from the emergency facility to the county clinic. Turns out I was very sensitive to Depakote which had worse side effects for me. I've been placed on low dosage with higher dosage of Cymbalta and Risperdal. So far, so good.
I'll miss being so energized at times... but it is nice to be more even-tempered. I feel like celebrating.
"The weakest soul, knowing its own weakness, and believing this truth that strength can only be developed by effort and practice, will, thus believing, at once begin to exert itself, and, adding effort to effort, patience to patience, and strength to strength, will never cease to develop, and will at last grow divinely strong."
- James Allen