So i have been hanging out with this one girl lets call her kate. iv known her for 2 years now and we have always been really close. she was dating a friend of mine when we met but that quickly ended and i kept talking to her. after going on spring break together with a lot of our friends i tried to make my move with her and tell her how i felt but after being brushed off and ignored i got really angry and started ignoring her for the rest of the trip. i later saw her flirting with a friend of mine and it got me so angry i started yelling at her and chose to not talk to her again so that i wouldn't do that again.
About 2 weeks after we got back with me not answering any text she sent me or talking to her when we would run into each other she finally realized i was ignoring her and blew up my phone with non stop texts asking me why i wont talk to her. we ended up deciding we needed to have a conversation in person so we met up at my apartment. she told me how she refused to loose our friendship and how she missed me so much. during the conversation i ended up confessing to her but she basically shot me down saying she only wants to be friends. i told her that i cant be friends with her anymore knowing that i could never go any further with her. she ended up not having anything to say so i told her to just leave. i havent talked to her since that day
i originally thought that she would eventually realize how much she misses me and would at least text me or call me but she has done neither.
is it stupid for me to keep hope that she would realize what shes missing or should i just give it up as a lost cause.
ps. sorry for the long essay there but for those of you who made it through thanks a lot