I would appreciate some opinions/perspective please.
Ok... I was browsing around on Facebook a few weeks ago and i found this girls profile that i havent spoken to since i was in college eight years ago.I remembered her to be a really nice, sweet girl and she used to go out of her way to talk to me. At the time i could sense that we could possibly be more than friends if we were given time. When i first met her i was in my last year at college, she was in the year below me and i was going to be leaving soon. When i left college I missed her alot, i kept her in my thoughts over the years and it made me sad to think about her.
So when i found her profile i saw that she was online at the same time and i decided to go for broke and i sent her a message.
She didnt remember me at first, but then i reminded her of who i was and she remembered me, but then she started go into talking about her other friends from college and it somewhat ruined the mood/conversation and i ran out of things to say. We live near eachother but she has a boyfriend now.
Anyway so i spoke to her again after that through instant messaging, and we were able to talk for longer this time- although she took a long time to reply to my messages. I also feel that i gave away too much too soon, and i told her how i had missed her and that i had kept her in my thoughts and she just gave me a short ''thanks'' reply.
I spoke to her again last night and it felt like i was beeing blown off, she said.... ''gotta go. I have to be up early tommorow.Take care''
To me it seemed like she had this prepared to say so that she wouldnt have to talk for a long amount of time.
I feel like this was not a good idea, i regret trying to get back in contact with her and i feel bad about this situation. After i lost contact with her when i left college, i have met other girls to make me forget about her but i feel like i have taken a giant step backwards.
Should i just delete her from my profile and stop talking to her?