You know I'm not much looking for any advice as much as I just wanta bitch.
Me and my gf are done. We had some rough times and had been on and off for years over a series of things. I thought we had really hit a point where we had gotten past them but I made a surprise visit to her apartment this evening and found her with another guy...and my dumbass even brought flowers and dinner.
I don't actually think I have ever been hurt quite this bad in my entire life. I've been bit by a bear and did not cry a single tear but I have been cryin like a bitch for a good 15 minutes now. I truly loved her. Just being around her made me happy. But she hurt me more than I think anybody could.
The thing is that I had my suspicions but I ignored them cause I didn't want to believe she would do that to me.
I'm gonna get really drunk now.