Its been nearly 13 months. Its not the same that it used to be, it used to be so great but the honeymood period has been gone for ages and it hasnt bothered me. Its bothered her, she always gets upset its not how it used to be. Its been pushing me further away with her wanting to change the relationship, and with the fact she wants to be on the phone for a couple hrs every night and see me everyday, and getting upset when i go out with friends. I mean im 17 for crying out loud i need to live my life. I found myself falling in love with another girl and well that kinda screwed up in my face by the girl saying she loved me then changing her mind and saying it just wouldnt work! So here i am depressed as **** and i need to sort out what im doing in my life. Thats why i signed up here, to vent what im feeling. I told her we need a break so i can sort out what i need, get over this depression, get over this other girl that sent me into a state of crying for 2hrs when she said nothing can happen with us. Its just a big ****ed up mess so im the one who is taken a break to figure out what I want. Someone care to offer advice as to what i am supposed to do, if im going in the right direction?