My exboyfriend (who is also my best friend) is confusing me.
We were in a 3 year relationship (it was kind of long distance) but it ended because the spark got a bit flat and we couldnt try to rekindle things at that particular time and because of the destance. He decided to end the relationship and we just remained best friends.
Now, we get on REALLY well. Whenever we meet up there's lots of hugging and stuff which I don't think on too much cos we're just friends but we keep having 'moments' of obvious tension between us, like, there's still something there.
At the beginning of the year we met up for a day and when we both got on the train home we kissed but he then said it was a mistake and we should forget about it, he also said it was 'a moment of weakness' for him. So I never mentioned it again and never expected him to want to get that close again. This weekend we met up again and spent the day out and he stayed over at my house. When we got back to my house we made out and got very intimate a few times. There was lots of cuddling and random kisses that couples do too. He was saying stuff like 'I've missed you' and 'I've missed this'. When it was time for him to go home we walked to the train station and we stood on the platform waiting for his train and we had a long hug while waiting and he asked me to come and visit him when he moves into his new house (which is when he goes back to uni in September).
I don't know what to make of all this :S




