Hi, I'm new here and I just really wanted some advice
from a girl about a girl that I feel I'm in love with.[ I'm 15, and don't
get me wrong, it may not seem like I know anything about love, but with
this girl, it's different. I met her about 2 years ago, and I was practically
focusing on not shivering from being nervous because she was so beautiful.
I did the same "I'm an douche bag, look at me" attitude that seemed to
attract a lot of girls. But something weird happened, she didn't like it,
so I apologized. Later on she actually ended up changing my initial
attitude and stacking me with valuable morals. After a while we hung
out more and I realized that we both like a ton of the same things.
She's the kind of girl that dates guys over and over trying to find the right
one but they all end up breaking her heart again. She's Catholic and I'm a
Baptized Christian. She has a ton of morals and doesn't want to have sex
till she is married. I can tell that she has a lot of sexual stress built up,
but she's not slutty or anything. Anyway, one night all of the emotion just
built up to a steaming point and I told her how I felt through a Myspace
message. Yes, I told her I love her on ****ing MYSPACE! She told me that
after dating most of the guys in the group she didn't want to break any
more of her friends hearts. I'm pretty sure sure she knows I still love her
as much, but I feel like when she's thinking about going out with another
guy, she's using anything but words to ask me for confirmation on if she
can date this guy. We both have the same idea about finding a nice guy
or girl with good attributes. To me she's my dream girl, but she wants
some uber tall, strong, and smart boy. She met a guy at a tennis
tournament a couple weeks back, and she really liked him. But, no matter
how much I want my feelings to go away, my feelings toward her never do.
It's like they just lie dormant in my heart until it's time to destroy my life again.
I just want to find out how to either obliterate these feelings or tell her how
much she means to me in a clever way. By the way, I'm not that weak I don't
know how tall I'll get, and I am very smart but I'm lazy. She want's to go
walking with me tomorrow night. I need advice ASAP. Thank you.
sincerely,
William