Well, I'm totally lost. I have the worst luck in the world. I finnally met the perfect girl, and she is leaving at the end of summer for collage. I really want to did a way to tell her how I feel, but, I feel as though even it did work out, I would be holding her back. He's off to collage, and Ive still got 2 years left in high school. This isn't just a "oh she's HOT" attraction, she is beautiful, smart, athletic, and has a great personality. Her smile makes me forget all my worries. We had a class together all of last year and we sat next to each other the whole time. We got along great and became friends. I have a lot of good memories from that class with her and it kills me that I never tried to get closer. I finally had a chance that god gave me, and I threw it out the window. I just want to be with her. I want to listen to her prolems ad to stick up for her and protect her. She's the coolest girl I've ever met. I can't get her off my mind.
How can I possibly salvage any relationship out of this? What can I say or do?
I can write some pretty good poetry/raps and I've considered trying that, but it seems cheasy...
I would appreciate any advise you can give. Thanks in advance.