She "needs a break"...but different

[donkeyy0]

I miss her so much though. Stupid 180 pound cow thinks she's too freaking good for me. It's riidiculous. I could have any of a dozen girls at my place of emplyoment...I picked up a 24 year old at the bar tonight. like...no problems at all. All with much better mental health than this retarded woman. I hate her. she never deserved me in the first place. she certainly doesn''t desreve me now.

I just want her back. so i could freaking break her heart. i want her to be miserable for the rest of her life. then maybe i'll be happy. i don't give a hootenany about depression or whatever.either take me back...or just go away and never come back;.

I'm gonna do no contact for as long as i can. I texted her tonight, nbut starting form tmrw morning I won't be. She needs to figure her own crap out before anything else can move forward

[Teddy057]

Dude, are you seriously this weak? Move on already and stop talking to her. You don't need her. You just like the idea of her.
Saying you want her back to just break her heart means you just want this pain to stop. So, take the first step in moving forward and move on. Have some will power for christ sakes.