hey...
i've been in serious relationships pretty much since i was 17. the last one has left me quite heartbroken, and has made me loose faith in finding 'the one'. its also made me loose a lot of faith in myself as my ex constantly lied to me and played me at the same time as another guy (6months).
i dont get what i do, or what i dont do, or whats wrong with me....or why these things happen to me?!
basically im a pretty laid back guy, easy going, im old fashioned romantic, i always treat my girl like a princess, i am giving, sweet, try to be compassionate, forgiving, understanding, im a great listener, i will get along with anyone, ive been told i am an excellent kisser, good looking, good in the bedroom, im caring, i can dress myself, good communicator etc.... yet.... my relationships fail.
i went on a date last night with a great girl who clearly didnt have any interest in me in that way, which is totally fine its not gonna happen everytime, but i wonder what im doing wrong in general?!
my last girlfriend cheated on me, the previous one actually became psychotic, previous one was really too young and did 'sexual' favours for guys on webcam, and the previous one i was dumped at 18 for not knowing what i wanted to do with the rest of my life.
and that pretty much covers it, im only 24. but i really love being with a girl, having someone to love, and talk to, having that special friendship. all ive ever wanted in life is to find that special girl, settle down, and enjoy a family life...and ive never expected these things to just fall in my lap!
i just dont get whats wrong with me and i seem to just FAIL all the time.