Used.. Im back again.

[desired0mind]

So this is to go with my other post.
My ex called me annoying etc on saturday making me very upset a day after he dumped me. (the conversation is attached) I cant seem to get over the fact of him and a lot of people are starting to get angry because I stick up for him. Also he blocked me on Aim so I cannot talk to him because My sister saw him at dennys and told him to **** off and leave me alone. I think this was a good thing, but I have these thoughts that hes mad at me and i worry about it. How do i get him out of my mind?!

heres the conversation
Me: I just want to talk to you Evan. I mean, you can play this whole, im ignoring you for no apparent reason when I didnt do anything. I mean eventually you are going to have to talk to me. But i dont understand because i didnt ****ing do anything to you.
him: im sorry

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Auto response from me: bah humbug. Its christmas. Im supposed to be happy.
I feel like forgetting. too bad I cant.
Some postman huh?
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him: i was not paying atention when i closed it and i thought oyu were a way
me: oh/
him: but ill stop by some time to come get it
him: dont think that i dont want to talk to you cuz i do
me: ok.
him: yup
me: :-\ i dont really know what to say now.
me: although i have so much on my mind.
him: thats cool
me: yeah.,
him: yup
me: i cant believe you told your friend on the phone right in front of me that you were going to dump me and i didnt even catch that.
him: howd you knlow
him: know
him: alli we are just really different people
him: and you need someone that wont keep hurtin you
him: like someone in playproduction
me: that was dumb. that was dumb because im not like those kids either.
him: haha ok
him: whatever
me: i feel sick to my stomach
him: o ok
me: why the **** would you say that right in front of me?
me: cause you know im too fukcing stupid to even tell
him: no
me: well i was. And i almost threw up when someone told me that yesterday. you ****ing dont want to hurt me and yet you go and do that? I promised myself i wouldnt show to you that im hurting but right now i dont give a flying ****. i cant ****ing believe you did that to me
him: look i was having no fun
gim: that party was ****in gay
him: and you are kinda annoyin girl
him: you really arnt my type
him: im sorry
me: congratulations on making me cry for the like 80th time in the last too days. You truely are a self concieted asshole who is so ****ing high all the time he cant even ****ing notice how ****ing mcuh he is hurting his girlfriend. I cant believe you. I really cant. Because youre so full of crap now i believe everyone who told me you were just using me. Ill drop your coat off sometime at your door. I dont ever want to see you again.
him signed off at 7:02:46 PM

[IKnowEverything]

Alright listen, and listen carefully...

You need to go on an immediate **** spree. Just a few empty, emotionless ****s. Before you know it, you'll be over 300 like me, and have my exact life.

When you don't have feelings for anyone, life is great. You never have to buy a ring, and no one is asking for money. Women are only good for banging. But if you're good enough, you can say the same thing about men. Prove me wrong that you're not just another 1-time screwer. Literally, go **** hundreds. Be.........GOD!

Option #2: Just kill yourself and thinking about him will be the last thing on your mind

I love you all, yeah!

[Heddy]

Grrrrr don't listen to him ^.
If you do that you'll just feel guilty and sick with yourself and end up with emotional and relationship issues.
I know it's hard but just give it time you only resently broke up it may take awhile for you to feel better. Just focus on what's good in your life and do things you enjoy like going to the movies,shopping, enjoying this wonderful time of year It's hard and I know it may be differcult at first to see the good things but force yourself too and just give yourself some time to heal. I suggust not talking to him at the moment untill you feel better at least so don't go on msn or delete his contact because even if you see him online you're going to think about him arn't you. In short relax and enjoy life and don't think about him and the pain he caused you it's a wonderful time of year and you wouldnt want to miss out on all the fun!

[desired0mind]

you are very kind my dear, thanks yooh.

[Junket]

Why didn't you just edit the other post?

[desired0mind]

*shrug I didnt know I could.