im in my early twenties and have been in love with a man 27 years older than me for the last 2 years of my life. hes my world, my life. hes the one that can make me smile when im having the worst day ever and make me laugh when i wana cry. anyways hes not doing to well and im not sure whats exactly wrong with him, waiting on test results. we do know that it is something serious. im so scared and at the same time crushed. i have to be away at work and cant see him for 2 weeks, couldnt even be with him when he was rushed to the hospital. all i can manage to do is sit on the floor in this hotel bathrom crying. i feel like my heart is just falling to a million pieces.