I met my current bf on the internet last christmas and we connected and so on.. he fell in love with me pretty quick and i was so confused but eventually i fell in love with him aswell. We met for the first time in june and that's when we officially became a couple.
I spent a week at his place, then i went home. After 3 weeks we met again and i stayed for 5 weeks. We were also at my place for a week during that time..
so anyways, things were great, we were eachothers soulmate and stuff haha... but.. now i feel that he doesn't love me anymore, althought he say it almost once everyday whenever we talk on the phone/msn/textmessages.
His best friend is a girl whom is very pretty and they have everything in common, but he says he has no feelings for her whatsoever but he hangs with her every day?!? i barely get to talk to him at all..
tomorrow, sunday, we're gonna move in together, or i will move in with him...uh.. yeah. and i'll start a new school there and so on... but.. what if he actually doesn't love me anymore?? he's always ignoring my texts and randomly disappears without a word..
Before we met he was REEEALLY jealous of every guy i spoke to, now it's like.. i'm like that.
the thing is, when he were jealous, i tried to make the best of it, like talk less to guys in general, and i even broke with a friend for him, but he refuses to do the same for me? he won't even discuss to try to cut down on this girl he's always seeing..
why??!?!?! He asked me a while ago if i wanted to get engaged with him, and i of course said yes, and he still says he wants to but my brain tells me something different.. GAH it's so annoying..
so he keeps ignoring me and stuff, i just don't feel like jumping on that train tomorrow to a bf who doesn't care about me.
yes i love him, i want to spend my life with him and blabla just want him to love me back and show it... I'm veryveryveryvery angry right now :@