so she approached me with a smile and I smiled back, we cracked few jokes, something about her best gay friend who asked me yesterday to change brakes on his car. Obviously they talked about it even though I was very careful not to talk about her at all while he was there.
Anyways, she started bitching about me not returning her calls yesterday. she called me few times and then left a text message asking to help her get a mattress from our mutual friend. I texed her back refusing to help but I let her use my mini van (left the key in the gas tank because I didn't wanna see her). I told her to stop bitching and explained her that when she asked for her space I gave it to her, now I need my space and I asked her to respect that. She was understanding and I told her that we can talk some time later but she should leave me alone now.
I just told her "enjoy your workout" and then I left.
Do you guys think this is messing up my no contact strategy or what? She's obviously still under stress, she had cold sores on her mouth as she always does when she's stressed out.
I don't know what to think, she's still texing new guy (we still have family plan so I can see all the records) but he doesn't live here. It seems that she's still trying to maintain contact with me but I can't tell what she feels. I'm trying to move on but still I'm hoping we could make it up. We had great 5 years together and I just can't believe her feelings totally disappeared. I mean, I left my gf of 4 years because of her and I'm pretty sure if she approached me know we could get back together and I could love her again. are woman rally that much different?