recently, i am involved in a project on depression. this project makes me depressed haha. strangely i was attracted to it initially, perhaps because of my own depression in my youth. the job takes me full circle back to the days when my life changed dramatically. not sure how much more closure is needed. nevertheless i am happy that the project is coming to a close.

thanks to this project, i lost 2 other opportunities. life is funny. if there is a Great Creator directing the scene from behind somewhere, i (the actor) certainly don't understand where the plot is heading.