My ex and i broke up 3 years ago, going on 4. and i have been with a lot of girls since then. for some reason however i keep thinking of her from time to time. i really dont understand it. i dont dwell on her constantly but i do think of her here and there. am i over her? i dont understand it at all and it kills me. this is the only girl i have ever loved in my life. maybe thats why. maybe it's because i haven't found a girl thats made me feel the same as she made me feel. maybe it's because i haven't had a girl better in bed then her yet. i dont know whats wrong with me honestly. the other part is that i can't seem to attach myself to a girl. i find them i chase them i get them and i dont want them after that.
what the hell is wrong with me? i have a good heart i sware i do but i'm starting to get a rep for playing girls. what should i do?