Hi,
So I just broke up with my boyfriend of 10 months last Tuesday because I was growing more and more unhappy. I suppose I need everyone's opinion even though I think I made the right decision I just miss him now.
So... He didn't have enough time for me. He always made me feel like a last priority. He wouldn't spend evenings with me when he said he would, and when he come over on the weekends it was only for the night and then he'd leave in the morning because he wanted to get things done. I really did love him though and I still do. Basically I was wondering if I'm the selfish one and I shouldn't be so clingy because he thought I was but I just think he's not good at showing love and making me feel special. It got to the point where he let me down almost everyday and I was only happy a little bit.
My friends all say I'll find someone who wants to be with me as much as I want to be with them but it's still very hard. I have to see him everyday at college because we're in the same dept. but we're friends still which makes it hard too to act like there's nothing wrong. I just wish he was the man I thought he would be.
Thanks for reading this if anyone did and just please tell me if I'm being unreasonable or not. I really want him back even though I'm the one who ended it but that's normal. I can find someone better right? Probably.
-E
Edit: Also, do you think he'll ever want to change when he's not so busy anymore? I kind of don't think he will but maybe he'll realize he really misses me, or maybe he's really happy I'm not in his hair anymore.