How do i?

[Agape]

i thought we was back together but......

he still saying he doesnt know wether to give it another go. says hes scared to get close again. says he wants me but finding it hard to be with me again. i have lost him forever i know i have.

nothing i can do

Then it's best you move on and stop having an up/down on/off relationship for it will only hurt you further