So, I was in an almost one year long ditance relationship. It was great at first, overall a good relationship. We both had our mistakes, blah blah, i dont even know what to say. Im shaking here typing this.
I break up with him because I because tired of him worrying over every little thing. He would talk to his friend ovr the phone and I guess he was greatly influenced. every single day almost all the time hed ask me questions about us. became overwhelming. I felt he didnt have to because I loved him. Id go visit him, 6 hour train ride. who the flip would do that every two weeks. But man, point is, im not over him. Ive been out and about thinking it would b easy but its not. Ive been doing stupid stuff because now im the one trying to get ovr the person i broke up with, ****en stupid.
Now i feel like a complete idiot, its been almost two months since our breakup, he cut all contact from me, etc.
Sleepless nights, he deserved a second chance. He even came to LA to talk about it, tried to put it back together and I refused.
Now I feel that Ive made a huge mistake.
I wanna call him, telk about this with him...but he was extremely hurt about the break up, dont know if he still is. what i DONT KNOW is killing me.
Should I give him a call? send him an email?.. idk what to do people