well i have been with my partner for 15 years we are planning on getting married in 5mths time ,, i have had an affairs in past , broke up but worked it out ,, several years ago ,,
but im finding my self attracted to his very good friend / they also work friends.. i get butterflies when im near him feel like i wanna cuddle and kiss him ,, he took me for a buggy ride last nite while at his house and i so touched his leg but he wouldnt have had any idea i doubt it ,, why i done it ,,, i dream of him ... i managed to get over this in the past but its come back of him again ???
what am i doing i always make sure i look good around him ...
i know i have so much to loose we have just built our dream home after much sacrifices of years living with his parents and in a shed , we are in debt and under alot of pressure as well ,,
what am i doing and why would i be thinking like this ??? what are your thought on this anybody im desperate i dare not to say anything as he will be angry and could possibly leave me due to my past history? am i cheating ? i dont think he would cheat with me cause there best friends /// but i have thoughts