I'm in a terrible situation.

[J135]

I met this girl when she came for a tour to my country.
We spent 2 weeks together and became really close over the last few days.
Then she had to go far away to her home. I knew this was gonna happen and it finally did.
As soon as she stepped out of the bus and left for the airport I fell in love.
I have been in relationships before but never did I ever fall in love like this.
Before this I only fell in love once when I was just 10.
The girls that came later never sparked love like this girl!
I do chat often with her and then I just begin to cry.
I have never fallen for a girl so deeply ever and have never cried for a girl.
I never cried so much for someone ever!
I still don't have a job because I'm still a student but I'm ready to do anything just so I can meet her.
I'm worried that it might be too late when I reach her.
I often dream of her and I just wish she was sitting next to me at this moment.
I even try to forget her but I haven't been attracted to any other girl since she left.
I'm trying everything I can to be with her but I'm still at least 2 years away from reaching her.
I'm worried she might forget me or might find someone for herself.
She means a lot to me.

[girl68]

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