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[Nairou]

Hello everyone! My name is Caleb, I'm 24, in in Hollywood, CA. I just discovered this forum, what a find! I always wondered in the past if a place such as this existed, sometimes I feel like there's no one anywhere to talk to.

I've been going through some emotional turmoil lately (well, more so than I'm normally able to supress), and I feel like I have no way of fixing it. I'm not very socially experienced, spending most of my time at the computer (for work and hobbies). I don't have many friends, and I've never been in a relationship. And its killing me. In the past I was able to keep it contained and distract myself, but over time its been getting stronger, to where now I feel like my stomach is a black hole, with all of my other interests paling by comparison.

I frequently go out for walks and explore the city, but not knowing anyone makes me feel very isolated. I'm not the party type, so going to bars and clubs has never really been an option (and really, what sort of people would you meet there anyway?). So at the end of each day I'm left with a feeling of loss, being consumed from the inside out, not knowing what to do, always hoping that circumstance will change soon. I figure I'm not the only one, though it sure feels like it..

Anyway, this forum looked like the one good place to talk about this, so I look forward to visiting you all here more often.

[Cybog]

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[Illusional]

you have to get out more.. that's a start.

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